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I am exhausted, but I had such a good workout. I am definitely excited to start doing this three days a week. It feels and felt so good. I forgot how much I used to like it. But, fuck am I tired. It hasn’t been as bad as I thought it would be so far. I miss him. I think about him all day. But, I’m not cripplingly lonely. Which is so weird because when he was still here and we weren’t hanging out, I would try and find anybody to hang out with to occupy my time and if I couldn’t I would get depressed and sulk in my room. But knowing that I can’t see him, I don’t mind sitting in my room and reading and writing and watching a movie. Save for seeing Kanzas at my work and asking to hang out on Sunday, I haven’t even called anyone to see what they are doing. Maybe the fact that my schedule is about to be so busy that I won’t be able to hang out with anyone is making it easier. Go me, for finally knowing myself enough to do everything I should for my sanity. My schedule for the next five months? Classes Monday through Thursday 8 am to 1230 Working those nights, save for every other Monday 1-930 Gym Monday, Wednesday, and Friday Work Saturday 1-930 Work every other sunday 11-530 And I’m actually looking forward to this. God bless me. 3 notes
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